I got the job I interviewed for yesterday. I’m not sure I’m going to take it. In fact, I’m becoming increasingly sure I won’t. There are practical reasons not to take it – it’s a commission based job that requires initial investment in the form of time and gas – but I worry there are other reasons at play. My dream job right now is a simple job that makes me happy and doesn’t burden me with much responsibility. This job could be part time, it could be minimum wage. It could be stocking shelves or greeting people at Wal-Mart, as long as it’s a regular source of income. Amazingly, I haven’t been able to get any such job, and I’ve applied to many in the past weeks.
I’m gonna keep looking.