Too Much

It’s been a while since I’ve had a day to relax. I’ve had things scheduled after every work day, through every weekend, and I have no time to just sit and think. It’s making me depressed, and I’m getting less done in general. Not a good trend. I’m thinking more and more that I may deviate from the five year plan, and take things easy. Work somewhere part time, learning something I enjoy, saving up a little at a time. It will take longer to achieve total independence, but the freedom afforded me seems like a fair trade. I’ve gone back and forth on this before. Screw around now, and work towards independence later? Or do it now and retire at 30? Maybe I can reach a happy medium.